some day I found I am not that confident as what I suppose to be

time change me or i am just changing cause of me myself. wonder of the environment has changed me or am can't fit myself to the environment. day by day, time passing every second. somehow....i found i hardly to understand of myself. i used to be very confident, used to very proud, used to very complacent... used to be very me.

well, now i am still very confident, yet there are people i cant understand, there are people i am lazy to know, there are thing i will not to care anymore. if said i am not confident i will rather said that i am too tired to know people, to communicate with mask, to try become the best actress. is just i am not confident to handle people.

time passed, as i knew more, as i grew up, as i force to act, as i am slowly change, as i need to change, to handle people, to learn the thing i not used to be, to do the thing i am do not like to be, to friend with the people which i do not like, to know them and its seem like i slowly forgot of me, the very complacent, proud, confident of me. 

today, i promised, me a fen, will still be the very me of me, today and tomorrow, i will still kept my absolutely sincerity to face me myself. 

to be me, said cheer  --- bless me! 

A Fen learns First Aids

I'm really interested in First Aid course, and I even volunteer to join the classes. I have on idea how this will be in mind. Yet I hope to learn, because I did met several cases before and I have on idea how can I do to make the casualty felt better. I hope after this classes I will learn something so at least I can handle the case if i met again in the future.

That is 2 days classes, I am excited about it. In the first day, we are taught in the common knowledges. Thereafter I realize that for so long I knew, they are many is wrong. How should we treat the casualty when cases happened to them. When a casualty met FITs we should not do anything to them and should not apply anything their mouth and should help them by call the ambulance (995) as soon as possible. 

The following day, I learn how o wrap bandages. Hahaha is hard in the first time, when you found the technic is much more easier. 

see my partner the uncle from engineering wrap my head. This way to wrap the head if the casualty's head bleeding. 

After 2 days classes completed, finally I went for the test and yes I have passed! After a month, I will receive my certificated! Congrats to me, is hard yet if happen, I will do my best.

D&D 2008 @ Meritus Mandarin Singapore

Today, I remembered we have celebrated the company dinner & dance 2008. I will always remember my friends here.

pillow and me, pillow = queenie my tu er (hahahaha)

emu, pillow, fen and nic 

今天的我

今天。。。我回顾，回想，以前的我。真的，我真的长大了！哈哈！！老咯！

徘徊在人身的起落点，我犹豫着。犹豫我所追求的梦想。梦，不可以，真的不可以实现吗？放弃眼前美好的去追求梦就真的很天真吗？

梦，也可以吃的饱的吧？

或许，需要更多的时间。但是，是可能的。当初的我，一无所有。带着微薄的行李，一人去求学，吃不饱的状况，原以为因经济问题而得放弃学业。天无绝人之路，我的到奖学金的帮助。我才得以完成学业。终于，毕业于并且成功成为一名设计师。从印务业，包装设计，到今天包办酒店大小的商品设计。这一路，有哭有笑，有落败，有成就。四年了，我的事业不过是刚刚开始。。。

想要成就，就要付出更多，更多。。。时间、思考、伤神、等等。。。

我是否能跻身于名牌设计师的荣县，就得再更努力，努力和努力。梦想继续前进，未来更美好！总有一天，我的伯乐会为我而来。

2008 must watch!! Kungfu Panda!!!

I must said, this animation is so real. It is so entertaining. Forget about the review, get to watch this or you will regret. It definitely worth of money. Story is interesting, the art direction is amazing. Notice at the bowl and noodles...is so real! Hey guy, dreamworks, you really done a great job. Thanks for bring joyous to us. While watching I had forgotten all my stress. 

Dear friend, you got to watch that!