彷徨

彷徨  – 有多少人没有过？我不想和你牵扯。。。可是偏偏纠缠不清。

我不知道彷徨了多少次。。数不清了吧？

是因为我胆怯吗？

是因为我无法再承担再大的伤害吗？

是因为我不再是那头初生之犊吗？

人生是一场经历，每一个人都逐渐的在这社会中经历了中中。。。。每一段在当下是那么的难熬也好，风光也好，这一切都会是一个回忆。那么到底我们人啊，为了什么坚持到最后？

当下发生了争执，一声对不起重要吗？起码我说了呀～
行动证明一切，对不起是说了。。。行动却还在计较着。。。 计较什么呢？一份执着。。。你要初一，我就做十五。执着后，得到什么呢？

当下，错了。对不起真的可以被原谅吗？起码我尝试了啊。。。
可是，每每想起那段回忆，我还是那么的难过。。

人啊～可笑啊。
难过什么？
哭什么？

过了明天，后天，大后天。。。十天后，一个月后。。一年后。。。不都没事了吗？

我是难过，不过我没事的。因为，时间它不会介意我，它愿意陪我一切难过，开心的日子。。。

回忆，是时间的备忘录。
起码，当我老了，我还有那一段美好的，难过的回忆。

回忆之所以美好，因为它经历过难过，越是难过，美好的日子更加难的的珍贵。

所以，我总是喜欢雨后的彩虹。

它告诉我，人生是一场循坏，雨后就是天晴，美好的日子一定会来的。

好的。

飘向北方

This girl really quite nice to carry this song... nice mtv as well even not a big production, keep it up!

走着走着就散了。。。。

奇怪的我们。。。明明开始的时候那么的甜蜜。。。是什么让我们渐渐的散了。。。谈了。。。。好遗憾。。。好可惜。。。难道我们真的只能这样吗？要如何感情可以经得起考验。。要如何我们才能真的永远～一切如果可以停在当初就不会变质吗？

演员

好一句演员。。。。台下观众就只有一个。当爱情已经到了演的情分。。。这份感情又有什么意思呢？脆弱的人类还是脆弱的感情？

为什么人不可以简单一些，当面对彼此以演而在一起。。其实不可悲吗？

这个世界好像越来越复杂了。一些简单的事开始不简单了。

一句简单的话，也会被曲解了。。。这世界何时开始那么复杂？

一堆的演员到底在掩饰什么？为了什么而演？为了什么而掩饰。。。真的好吗？

First post since 2011

Is now year of 2016, is been nearly 5 years that I did not write anything. I'm not good in writing but it is nice to express my feeling here. 

5 years, many things that happened and I'm now going through a tough time. I believe there are many people going through the tough time as well.. Is not worst scenarios on me but it was really not easy. 

It took me for at least 1.5 year to forgive myself. I can't said I really let thing go but at least now I felt more relieved.

Day by day, time flies. I'm not young anymore and dream still seems far apart. 

But, I'm not going to give up. Do what I can and continue dream on. Not knowing my tomorrow but doing my best for better tomorrow. 

Year 2016, a turning point for me. Never waste any second, please mark down these time and do my best. 

Dreams are never too far, if you would want to dream on! 

Fighting!

Lost track of my dukan diet

After 2 weeks holiday and busy in working, I really lose track of my result. Gained 2 kg after my trips, I consider that is good enough, as I had rice at most of the time.

I still need to squeeze up my time to do my travel blog too... alamak.. not enough time.. gambatek... fen can do it!! yesh!

Dukan Diet Day 116 - 120

Dukan Diet day 116
Weight : 62.2

Dukan Diet day 117

Weight : 62.2

Dukan Diet day 118

Weight : 62.5

Dukan Diet day 119

Weight : 62.5

Dukan Diet day 120

Weight : 62.5

I was extremely busy these weeks... no time to explore the new recipe. My mum after saw my result, she is also starting on this dukan diet and she loves it~ she start this from 81.2kg and now she is 74.5kg... only 3 weeks! Amazing right, I'm gonna said this diet is really awesome. But do make sure you really drink enough water, in the end, we want to be healthy as well not just about losing weight. 

I'm proceed to phase 3, as eating outside food is not easy and more pricey, well during phase 3, consolidate is still allowing me to lose 1 pound about 600gm per week. Not too bad tho, I think I still manage to lose weight but it take longer time. 

No matter how, I'm quite happy with my result now. Just another 4kg will be prefect. 

I will keep it up~