xmas for them

finally found these... so nice .. and i think is so special that i want to give to all my boys...

we may end our partnership soon but please remember that those time we were together fighting...

All the best!!!

hohohoho

Xmas 2009

Christmas of this year... i thought I'm going to celebrate alone... well surprisingly many friend around me to celebrate with me... this is really great!!

Before xmas day... i already received present from my dear friend...

My niece and her bf had dinner with me.. with this big lamp post... dinner at sakura.. at new place.. cairnhill plaza... food better than last time.

After that walking along Orchard road... i was so quiet .. not that noisy like last time that i went... not that crowded before...

very soon we leave and back home...

the next day which xmas day... today... my dear friend she gave me a stitch pillow.. so cute.. i love it .. thanks dear Aris... we had dinner and movie... shopping..

and also jacob.. although we didn't able to celebrate together.. but thanks for your xmas present...

Merry xmas for all !!! all my friend..

Genius plan and now all love it!!

Genius ... really smart plan... from last time 10ppl and now ... 12 ppl can sit in this room...and surprisingly loook bigger... wasey... clever right.. and now no need to suffer the air-cond and everyone share the same flow... Oooooo nice .. problems solved!!

now everyone happy!!

Boring ??? Please watch "my girlfriend is an agent"!!

Korean movie... Really chemisoyeo... Very interesting ... So many
funny elements and you just can't stop laughing!!! This really worth
of money and after watch it I believe you will have a happy mood
ahead....
Enjoy the show watch it now!!!

our crazy night .... and morning!!! Yoo hoo our team is magician

This was really a crazy night and morning...

Just finish the warehouse sale then got to rush on the another project. Morning rushing the artwork sent for print.. collect night time... deliver to the store and start the setup...

amazing night.. and we did it... and nicely done.. thanks to the team... i will be miss you all once i leave here

the next morning.. all prepared and stand by for the next battle... separate into 2 groups and do the set up .. and again.. hahhaha well done.. really nice display we did...

finally done for the set up .. had our lunch and after that... the most incredible game.... ride on Fen's van!!! ahahhahhhahah

all of them were so "shiock" to ride!!! coz it's really scary... well what would i said... Fen is not really a good driver...

well, i promise to improve ya...

Someone missing in this photo.. so you know is who lah ... another team member ...

Seager Warehouse sale ... ... my 2nd time

this is my 2nd time in seager inc doing this warehouse sale... and complete 3 days.. from morning will night.. this really tired.. work even sat and sun ... no rest.. then have to continue work in coming week...

the coming saturday really need to full rest... and gym...

generally we have fun time.. well.. is tired.. but we just want to enjoy our work....

cheers seager team.... cheer...

we are the best..!! yooo hoooo

Fen so crazy

haiz.. really gone crazy today... damn damn damn bad luck...

i bought TV cable then is not the correct point .. then marlon change for me also not correct also have to change again..

and well....

my iphone .. my dearest iphone i can said is my 2nd life.. today don't know what wrong with it.. and .. can't ON at all .. it's just blank.. can't ON.. not reaction to anything.. I'm so nervous now.. and how?? What should i do??

my rental.. after back from school .. then my flat mate told me the landlord is going to increase our rental.. mean i need to pay about another $100 more for the room...  that's really crazy.. how how

a fen so nervous now.. and tonight i think really can't sleep.. haiz...

the work in office still have many to do .. this time really really really very nervous.. a fen is going crazy now...

My first time...

... Today my first time drove van!!!!!

Never imagine that this will happen ... Thanks to company provide us
the vehicle so that it's save lot of our time ...

Well today, uncle joseph insist tp give me an orientation.. Hahahha
thanks to very much cause he must be very worried and scare of my
driving skill ... Well as you know, people perception is that girl
are never a good driver ...

So what do you think I scored?? I think just passed hahhaha really
takes time to get familiar with the van ... Dear dear van I will love
you ... So be more nicer to me okay...

Anyway is a nice experience...

JC don't make noise when I drive .... Hahhahahha

the world so small

people that i though that was past ... and i will not meet them any longer in the future..

somehow .. life really so fun.. years after you will meet the person ... and continue as fren...

wonder?

hahhaahahha

Cut my hair short

This long hair had been with me for 5 year... today .. say bye to my hair....

cut it short and very very short... although many of my friend said that i should not do that... cause my face.. round round... well i did it!! hahahha

Get this new hair cut .. give my hair a break.. let my hair grow better in coming months.. i felt is worth it...

soon after 3 months.. my hair will grow to shoulder length and.. well.. hair grow really fast.. or maybe times passing faster..

Well anyway.. Fen is happy with her hair now...

A Fen made kimchi!!

Yay.. finally I knew the way to make instant kimchi.... thanks Hyobin si.... (Ms Josephine)

This really quite east to make this fast one and taste really great.. u know .. i should store it for at least 7 days so the taste nicer.. and it's great to have it after 7 days.. anyway... when I open my fridge.. hahaha you know lah.. as usual.. a fen so hungry .. how to stand it?? then everyday i taste few and few.. .. .. hahhahahah and well... this actually good and i knw how the taste change along these days..

first day ... you can felt the kimchi taste but ... not that strong and not a good mix...
second day ... felt more juicy.. taste stronger ... and the radish felt more crunchy ... fresher

later on i will update the day 7.... ...

look forward nah.. ...

Achmed the Terrorist ( Funny )

this is like me... they said... coz i always said " I'll kill you!!" hahahhaa

terrified terrorist.... am i?

hahhaha

G-force

Finally.. I watched it! With 3D glasses.. I'm watch a nice 3D animation G-force..

Everything was created so real... with the 3D glasses.. give you really full satisfaction of viewing option. I'm feel so good. The snow... feel so real and you feel want to touch on it... firework is so nice... lovely .. i love it!

Think back, who is so smart to create this thing called MOVIE? Thanks! now i'm enjoy it .. and well, wonder how the movie will look like in the future.. look forward !!

09 21

this number .... appearing very often...

since early this year.. i think, i been keep seeing this number... either 09:21 or 21:21 or 08:21 or 05:21... and i can always see 21 this figure.. but i felt something bad will happen and that's bit lose..

even 0921 is my birthday, but what will happen to me? i have no idea.. and the date is getting closer.. really hope that 0921 give me an answer....

cheers
0921

[HQMV] Baek Ji Young - Like Being Hit By A Bullet

This song really hit my heart.. felt so hurt.. even before I know the meaning... nice song to listen~~

Make up !! Dress up !!! Really make different!!!!

No one is ugly except lazy!!! here the proof!!!

Even with simple make up, it's does different!

Merdeka!!!

Happy Birthday Malaysia!!!

The Proposal

if you're depress recently ... very stressful.... let me tell you... NOW .. I said now!! go to watch this movie!!!!

this is really nice.. watching this movie alone but i felt really great!!! OMG.. all the people in the cinema... no one want to leave even is ended.. can you feel how powerful of this???

from start till end.. all of us... laugh .... and very loud!!! very Loud ... and you won't feel irritating cause .. this really nice movie .. and what you need to do is to laugh!!! ahahhahah that's all

watch it NOW so that you will know what im talking about!!1

hahhaha

I'm sick

I think I am sick!!

Recently i felt tired... and this feel is so weird... deep inside your heart... is not psychically tired... is mentally tired..

Terrible part is I don't even know when this disease comes to me..

Recently really too many things happen and perhaps all these bury bottom in my heart and now.. is getting more and more... perhaps almost explore...

i have no idea how this last .. and when would i be able to solve it..

i have to solve it

i need a solution

i know this can't last long

Deep breath in ... hold .... deep breath out ..... hold...

and

shout.... ....

hoo hoo hoo ... fen comes back !!

@@

one more month ---->>>> 28!!

well... ... life is so short.. time passing really fast... one more month.. then is 28... Officially 28..

well... 2 more years... 30!!

OMG.. this year ... is coming soon.. every one of us face this right.. not to afraid just that I had so many things are waiting for me..

travel, study, degree, eat, snow ... ... so many so many so many ... how would i gain more time??

and well .. time passing fast and i miss my family also.... dad, although we fight a lot .. but really i care of you and please please i please you .. please trust me!! and please enjoy your life .. love everyone that around you ... life so short and we have no enough time to hate people.. that is tired....

mum, i'm proud of you and proud to be your girl.. let's fighting for better future..!!

Fighting!!

where to go ??

recently... something that interrupt my mind...

6 years ... part time work life
6 years ... full time work life...

total = 12 years.... more accurate is 9 years?? anyway....

now ... look ... me already a not bad girl. I earn money, I have my career... and now ... I am able more affordable to go for my dream...

to get a degree.. to get wishes from friends, families,... during graduation.. this my dream.. well i think this is the time to go ... goal for it...

so many excuses...before

no money ...
worries ...
can not let go parent ...
can not let go boyfriend...

lot lot lot excuses... and even now....

got money
no worries
can let go parent
no more boy friend

... ... ... but

but ... can't let go my career... that's i used 6 years to build.... and for a women who is going to age 30 ... how many 6 years that i would have...
OMG i must be crazy ... to let go.... and go for dream...


well... on the other hand, at the age nearly 30, if now i don't go for it... when will be the best time? I had lose lot times and times don't wait people. No more hesitating..

Choose the school..
register
enrol
wait for news
... ....
get to preparation...

no more waiting.. life is young but times do not wait...

now the time that i can afford .. and now will be the time to go...

friends .. give me you best wishes...

cheers
fen

?? problems to blog

i really go crazy ... i have problems with my blog and i have no idea what's wrong with it...

i can't post any images... and my fen hunger fan will start scolding me... i'm sorry to dear all my fans.. i will try to solve the problems ya...

by the way ... anyone can help??

Wonder Girls V.S. Wonder Baby

OMG this really is a wonder baby!!!!

What if you have her??

see what they did!!!???

creative team family photo... ...

who is this ??? look familiar...!!???

You see .. you see lah... what they did to me???

OMG.. i was so shocked and almost can't regonise it lei...

omg .. thx to my team lo... treat me so "NICE" ahahhahahha

i will keep it!!! hahahhaha

Tim - 사랑합니다 Saranghamnida

i like this also ... touch in your heart and voice so soft.... the music so nice....

also don't know the meaning but really love this...

found the meaning...

사랑합니다 I love you lyrics [korean,English,Translation]
Sunday, February 17, 2008 at 8:48pm
사랑합니다

나빠요 참 그대라는 사람
허락도 없이 왜 내맘 가져요
그대 때문에 난 힘겹게 살고만 있는데
그댄 모르잖아요

알아요 나는 아니란 걸
눈길줄만큼 보잘것 없단걸
다만 가끔씩 그저 그미소
여기 내게도 나눠줄 순 없나요

비록 사랑은 아니라도
언젠가 한번쯤은 돌아봐주겠죠
한없이 뒤에서 기다리면
오늘도 차마 못한 가슴속 한마디
그대 사랑합니다

어제도 책상에 엎드려
그댈 그리다 잠들었나봐요
눈을 떠보니 눈물에 녹아 흩어져있던
시린 그대이름과 헛된 바램뿐인 낙서만

언젠가 한번쯤은 돌아봐주겠죠
한없이 뒤에서 기다리면
오늘도 차마 못한 가슴속 한마디
그대 사랑합니다

이젠 너무나도 내게 익숙한
그대 뒷모습을 바라보며
흐르는 눈물처럼 소리없는 그말
그대 사랑합니다
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English

na bba yo cham gey dae lan saram
huh lak doh ubt shee
wae nae mam ga juh yo
geu dae ddae moon ae
nan him gyub gae sal go man eet neun dae
geu den mo leu jan ah yo

ahl ah yo na neun ah ni lan guhl
noon gil jool man keun bo jal guht ubt dan guhl
da man ga kkeum shik geu juh geu miso
yuh gi nae gae doh na nwoh jool soon ubt na yo
bi lok eun sarang eun ah ni la doh

eun jae gan han bun jjeum eun dol ah bwah joo gaet joh
han ubt shee dwae ae suh gi da li myun
oh neul doh cha ma mot han ga seum sok han ma di
geu del sarang hamb ni da

uh jae doh chek sang ae uhp deu lyuh
geu deul geu li da jam deul uht na bwah yo
noon eul dduh bo ni noon mool ae
nok ah heut tuh juh eet dun shi lin geu dae ee leum gwah
hut dwen barem bboon in nak suh man

repeat *

ee jen nuh moo na doh nae gae eek sok han
geu dae dweet mo seub eul ba la bo myuh
heu leu neun noon mool chuh lum so li ubt neun geu mal
geu del sarang hamb ni da


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Translation

So bad..a person a like you..
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
Im living with so much difficulty
But you dont even know.


I know.. that its not me
That im not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?
Even if its not love


*Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again its the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside
I love you.


Yesterday, I layed my head on my desk
And I think I fell asleep grieving for you
When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudged
Your name and hopeless doodles


repeat *


As I look at your back image
which I got so used to
I say those silent tear-like words,
I love you.

i knw is a sad song also...

My kimchi runaway

I like the kimchi so much

Since I like it so I just go to taste it .... But the kimchi doesn't
like it... It doesn't like me to taste it ... What's a sad ..., I love
kimchi so I should taste it ... That's how my character is ... Well
kimchi scare and runaway ... No more kimchi so should get bibimbap or
sushi ???

New Fen

New hair cut that first time make me big different .. according to my colleague and friend... Many of them said I looked younger.. well.. mean that previously I was looked OLD?

Anyway, now i felt good... Of cause, girl like pretty .. 'm also as normal as that.. just like that..

A reborn Fen... now a good start for new lifestyle ... Jia you .. Fen

SGD 3.80 cut my hair

today cut my hair shorter....

spent only S$3.80. I get my hair shorter but standard cutting... I am quite satisfy with it.

Go to Snip Avenue enjoy the promotion with quality service.

Facial from S$14.80

Classic Manicure @ S$14.80

Classic Pedicure @ S$17.80

worth to enjoy ... even every weekend you should come here to pamper yourself.

found nice place to hang out

thanks to Lionel and Sebest... brought me to such a nice place to hangout and relax. That's really wonderful. The scene there nice, beer nice ... food quite yummy... served freshly...

price wise... sorry that I don't really know... hahahha

well cause i am not the one who paid. I shall ask then.

you can have a nice sea view .... windy... free KTV services.. my favourite activities.. pool... for sure... you can't miss it...

generally... nice place to hangout... Punggol Marina

long distance

long distance... good or not??

some people can have long distance relationship and their love are strong...

but some...

even so close... but the gaps are far...

love relationship ... distance does matter?? or not?? close doesn't mean love.. far doesn't mean not love... depend how confident of both...

perhaps I don't even trust myself...

Precious moments

This photo is my grandparent wedding photo. Can you imaging that time the generation? That type of wedding ceremony. Photos... imaging if now .. you are having the same type of ceremony .. i think lot of couple might don't want to get marry.

So you'll see the time passing fast ... people nowadays willing to spend. More people willing to spend on a luxury wedding ceremony.

However, as long as love ... love and lasting .. isn't it... others than that.. important or not really subjective...

Lovely couple!! my grandma is pretty and my grandpa is handsome1!!

Chinese New Year 2009

2009 chinese new year... have a nice celebration with my families...

see this ladies... she is cute ... the person i love the most... my grandma...

my cousin... the guy who like to dress up very care of his image...

me and my sister ... jia yong

she is so happy ... with my lovely grandma ... you can felt that this world is so pretty!!

D&D 2009 @ Seager INK

First D&D at Seager Inc. Also first time as a committee member. Lot of fun, from thinking the theme, surprise, music arrangement, powerpoint presentation slides, location selection, venue decoration and so on....

Chairman Evelyn Fong, the one who handle the all. Ada as the right hand man and me as a left hand man. HAHAHA

From the theme, Mary also contribute to this function. Clever idea of using Ink for tattoo and pronunciation similar to Inc. So smart.

After all the hard work. Finally ... the night that long awaited .... dang dang dang dang ...

see how we enjoy it!!!

what am i doing???

yoo let's show off ur tattoo

i am so busy ... helping someone to paste tattoo at the same time marlon draw for me...

all busy with the tattoo

Let's meet teck meng and jack... from the creative team ... yo yo

why take my photo with this ugly pose?? hahaha... paiseh.. was busy with the slide ...

The Creative Team .. .. .. yo yo yo

Fen with TFWA

First time to handle this project. Finally a beautiful ending. Our booth full with people. Hope the sales also up up up!!

My dream

I had many dreams. I always dream of it and want to fulfill it. Because of these, I had made the decision to leave. This is not easy but I had to do it. We knew that that is fact and we can not denied but to face it.

I don't know what will happen after this. I don't know what will happen next. Only know now that I need to scarify in order to achieve my dream. I leave because I can't give up of my dream. I leave because I am far, far, far from you once I am going to my dream.

If these are branch road, forgive me that I can only choose one and I had scarify our loves. 

I'm sorry to you but one day you will understand me. Thanks for your love.

I'll kept it in my memories. Thanks

 

Can be so simple

Life, how it be meaningful? It's can be so simple as that.

I used to be very simple in my life and I'm not satisfy. I tried to
grab every single chance and tend to be educated. Yet, this world is
so realitic that I found that that was not I want.

Feeling lost in a sudden. Dreamt on how to fine tune it and yet back
to the reality world.